still waiting...

I was trying hard to not think about the upcoming matching meeting at the end of this month.

I tried really hard.

but then I saw this viral video




and then I went to see this movie



and then Beautiful Gate in Lesotho posts pictures like this...

and my heart just kept thinking about the little person/people out there waiting for a family...


But then we got the surprising email from our agency just this week that the meeting was called on short notice earlier in the month and we were not matched.  Sigh.... it was quite shocking but in a way it is better than dragging out waiting for the results and feeling like this could be it for the next two weeks.  So now we wait again.

Till the next meeting 3 months from now...