My first Friday confessional...

So I think I am going to join the band-wagon of these Friday confessionals.  They are now my favourite posts to read from all the adoption and mothering blogs out there.  I think it is because they are usually the most honest.  It also seems like an easy way for me to get back into blogging with using point form!


So here goes...

I confess that after a very long day yesterday my sweet husband brought me home a booster juice and I added an ounce of gin to it.  yum.

I confess that I haven't blogged in awhile because yes I am tired, and yes I have no time, but mainly because I kept thinking I had to blog my "birth story" and I just don't want to think about it.  Sad but true.  I'm just happy to have my daughter but can't say I have any good memories of the hospital/surgery experience (thanks to a horrible nurse and the fact that I have a tolerance to morphine).

I confess that the c-section recovery has been way harder than I ever could've imagined and I am secretly angry/jealous at all the women who told me how easy there's was.  I guess I should've known considering the state I was in before surgery.

I confess that I have the best sister and mother ever and I'm so glad my sweet daughter's middle names are after them.  I could not have survived the past 10 months without their help.

I confess that I have turned into the uptight mother I never wanted to be.

I confess that I am watching this season of the Bachelor even though it is probably the lamest one yet.  I still love it.

I confess that despite how hard and overwhelming this transition into mother of two has been, mike and I have already talked about adopting again.  And he brought it up!  Woohoo!  It won't be for a long time though : )

I confess that I really need to get a new blog and blog title and still can't come up with one!  I wish someone would just design one that perfectly suits me.